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"Supreme Decision" acrylic painting by collaborative artists Ira and Corliss Lesser 1992 30in x 35in 76cm x 85cm |
"Supreme Decision"July, 1992 Berkeley, Ca. Corliss: I believe in a woman's right to make her own decision when and if to have a child. At forty three, I became pregnant for the first time. It was unexpected. I had been praying incessantly for help; wordless prayers. I was on a test drug for Arrhythmia, a condition that occurred due to being hypothyroid and not having it treated soon enough. To use the drug I had to sign an agreement not to become pregnant. I immediately informed my cardiologist of my pregnancy. Concerned how the medication would affect the health of the child, he advised me to abort. I feared bringing a child into this world. Our health, age and finances were such to bring fear even to the stalwart. I weighed the issues and believed an abortion was the right decision; a voice came to me from within and without, saying 'That Can Change'. I knew this to refer to our economic situation. This brought home to me the finality of an abortion and my heart sank into an abyss of doubts. I went to Ira and bore my soul. He told me he wanted the child. Until this time he stayed completely silent, allowing me to make my decision. It was a difficult choice, yet I would not have known it was the right decision if I had not been allowed to make it myself.
Commentary from exhibition at the Graduate Theological Union, Berkeley, California.
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